Tag: dream

  • Interpret

    Interpret

    Convergent series, day, colour photograph, art, abstract, abstract expressionism, creative, city street, urban, downtown, cityscape, speed, blur, movement, motion, blue, brown, red, vibrant, wedge, shape
    Gale Force Wind, 2016 – Convergent :: (click to see more)

    Last night I went to hear an artist friend give a talk. Later, I had a dream where I was speaking with him at his studio. As I wandered around I picked up an unfinished piece and I’m embarrassed to say I damaged it, but fortunately my friend was generous about it.

    Then the dream abruptly changed and we were standing in a large book store with shelves of glossy colourful photography books and swinging his arm wide at the racks and racks of books he said – “I have no idea where this is all going.”

    This is of course my own insecurity speaking – not his. But in thinking about this statement I realized a few things. We now have access to extremely powerful cameras and software that can make ever more vivid and hyper-real imagery and if everyone is able to make these images what distinguishes them – where is the artistry.

    Despite the ease of photo production or perhaps in spite of it – the key to artistry is interpretation. Likely this is true in all artistic mediums but perhaps less obvious with photography because of it’s mechanical, graphic nature. I was reminded of interpretation last night when I saw an image by Ralph Eugene Meatyard called Fog, from 1955 – to me, this is a superb example.

    Interpretation has been a hard concept for me to acknowledge. I spent my photographic formative years studying technique from Ansel Adam’s books and his landscape/documentary aesthetic. I came to feel that was the right way to make artistic images and in doing so denied or perhaps sublimated my own intuition about creativity.

    It’s clear to me now, the way forward and the answer to my friend’s dream statement – is interpretation. The tools and the ease of production aren’t relevant, it’s what you do with them.

  • Motion

    Motion

    Convergent series, day, colour photograph, art, abstract, abstract expressionism, creative, city street, urban, downtown, cityscape, speed, blur, movement, motion, brown, yellow, muted, wedge, shape
    Cumulonimbus, 2016 – Convergent :: (click to see more)

    When I was young – four, perhaps younger, I used to have this absolutely horrifying dream when I was feverish.

    The dream would start out innocuously enough, I would just be – without shape or essence, like a mind in a white space devoid of form or surface. Which in itself is kind of cool and unthreatening. Most important and slightly unnerving, I was completely alone in this my personal universe. Shortly after I’d sense a flat plane beneath me, that perhaps I was a sphere or ball rolling along this surface. All good so far and kind of interesting even, but spooky with impending dread.

    I’d recognize I was travelling at an incredible, impossible speed, unable to change direction or stop – panic would set in. I knew trouble was coming up… fast. The formerly smooth plane I was rolling along was beginning to oscillate, vibrate, get rougher – portents of nastier things ahead. Instantly, I’d be in it – extremely sharp, randomly large surfaces.

    It was a nameless silent horror – which sounds minor as I write it here but in the moment, colliding with these very sharp surfaces at horrific speed, meant I was done for in a spectacularly painful way. I’d start awake sobbing unable to articulate just how truly frightened I was.

    This still freaks me out – my heart is racing with a little adrenaline just imagining this clearly to describe it. Interestingly this scary dream diminished as I got older and now rarely occurs.

    Thinking about the pleasant beginning of the dream though – fast, unencumbered movement – perhaps this fostered my photographic preoccupation with motion.